Organised! and me ? Hell no.I don't think i was ever organised and i don't even remember being in trouble for not being organised.So why bother.Why become a machine and behave as if u were programmed. But People around me keep giving me lecturers of how to be organised ,adv of being organised blah,blah blah....
So I thought "Ok What the heck ,let me give it a try". I thought it wud be very difficult and i wudn't like it for sure.But guess what ? I actually liked it and it was not as difficult as i initially thought it wud be.I did everything according to a schedule,slept and woke up at specific times,ate properly,studied according to the schedule,had my clothes pressed,Kept my table neat,same with my Bed. Arranged my books,clothes etc in order.Everything was perfect and for once my room looked like it was my sister's room(she is really cool at this).I was so impressed with the way i maintained my room that i took pictures of it in different angles and send it to my parents.Guess what my parents said? " Beta whose room did u photogragh?"
Aaa...... I then patiently explained that it was mine and guess what they said now?. "Good work beta but how long is it going to last" I was really mad now. I said it wud be for ever and hung up.I cudn't believe this. i have worked so hard to change and this is what i get in return.I have decided then and there that no matter what may happen i am going to remain Organised.
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....But alas,
My parents were right.After the hungama that i did ,i fell back to my old ways of living.Why did i do that?Well, may be i was trying to be what i am not, or i lacked the discipline to continue the right way.I have realised one thing from this experience though .
---> It is not easy to be Organised
---> I didn't actually understand what "Organised" ment.
---> Discipline is the Key if u want to do anything.
Will i learn from this experience?
I don't know.
Will i ever change?
I don't know.
Ok.Do i want to change?
I don't know.
Aaaaagh.... To hell with me.............
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